Yaar I am always scared that everyone will leave me I can't build affinity with anyone because in my mind I know that we will part ways some time down the road I am not even talking about girls, just friends Everyone I like seems to disappear. My childhood friend circle: gone. Everyone still lives near my home but doesn't meet up at all or stay in contact. Same with highschool friends. I am in college now so presently have friends but after I graduate, who knows if I'll even have an acquaintance, or just live life like a lonesome nigger and die in mediocrity. Seems like the only thread that connects me to them is the fact that we are studying in the same institute or living in the same place, because after that is done they seem like total strangers and I ask "why will they even talk to me".
Do you make any effort to hang out? How often have you initiated getting people together? And if literally everyone over time has left you behind, have you ever self reflected on your habits and mannerisms?
>>894 Yes I try I actually made a nice group when I was in 12th std, we used to go hiking n shieet. Went quite often. >habits and mannerisms I don't have much of a personality but if you're asking whether I was rude to people, the answer is NO I just don't keep in contact until the other guy forgets me. I don't keep in contact because in my mind i am sure they don't like me :(
>>896 You sound like some plebbit normie who is "feeling vulnerable and blue" because one person did not reply his text. Try having literally no one in your life, living alone at the age of 30, even your parents abandoning you, and then come here and post, faggot.