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anon 07/22/2021 (Thu) 05:13:43 1049
Uhh, Idk how to even put forward my feelings, man. I want to cry every moment of my life, I feel uneasiness, something like a light pain around my chest. Sometimes, I actually just have to hold my fucking chest to make it stop. I think that'd be the best moment to cry it all out, if that'll help (Idk If I want to cry tbh). Cry is symbolism for venting out. I don't know how to do it, how to vent to someone, to whom. It's just like I'm repressing what I feel every second of my life inside myself. Recently, I'm becoming short tempered, not towards anyone else but I just need to fucking hit something, sometimes It's just things in front of me, sometimes It's just me. I have bitten myself. Man, I abuse every fucking one around me in my heart. I feel ashamed to say, even my mom. I hate everyone. But I love them at the same time. I love them more than myself. Especially my mom. I know without her, I wouldn't be anywere. But It just a momentarily lose of control where my true self slips and I just lose the face I have maintained in front of everyone. Tf should I do. It's all so fucking tiresome.
anon 07/22/2021 (Thu) 05:17:45 1050 Reply
>>1049 have you tried nofap and working out?
anon 07/22/2021 (Thu) 05:20:34 1051 Reply
>>1050 Nofap. Yeah. Working out. Nah. I'm a autistic 5'7" retard with no hope for anything physical (y'know what I mean). I just need stability.
anon 07/22/2021 (Thu) 06:24:26 1052 Reply
>>1051 join a gym bro. i am 5'4 and i used to think like you but then i started working out and today im jacked and happy all the time
anon 07/24/2021 (Sat) 16:29:54 1054 Reply
>>1049 Why what's wrong? You have friends? I'm don't any friends and I'm a neet fucking hate my life
anon 07/25/2021 (Sun) 15:29:08 1055 Reply
Ur mom is gaslighting you You have mommy issues
anon 07/25/2021 (Sun) 17:56:13 1056 Reply
>>1054 No, I don't have them too >>1055 Nah, not really. I'm shit.
anon 07/25/2021 (Sun) 19:49:31 1057 Reply
>>1056 But why you cry? I don't understand the reason from your post
anon 07/25/2021 (Sun) 19:59:32 1058 Reply
>>1057 Man, I feel like crying but I can't cry. Like, I feel so fucking bad, that I want to cry but nothing happens and I can't get my feelings out to anyone. Why does it happen? Idk man, it's just random asf that I start feeling like this. Maybe, social alienation has taken a toll on me. I don't talk to anyone, like anyone contains even my family. I'm that disconnected.
anon 07/27/2021 (Tue) 18:36:14 1059 Reply
>>1058 I can't even cry now even if I try I'm numb. If only I had a gun smh
anon 07/30/2021 (Fri) 04:05:07 1060 Reply
>>1051 unironically, chanting mantras as much as i can helps me to take my mind off of things like this. i forget to do it after a while but brush it off and get back on it again.
anon 07/30/2021 (Fri) 05:10:27 1061 Reply
>>1049 >pain in my chest vax to nhi le li bhangi tune
anon 08/02/2021 (Mon) 03:09:44 1062 Reply
>>1049 Cry niggga
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