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anon 07/22/2021 (Thu) 05:13:43 1049
Uhh, Idk how to even put forward my feelings, man. I want to cry every moment of my life, I feel uneasiness, something like a light pain around my chest. Sometimes, I actually just have to hold my fucking chest to make it stop. I think that'd be the best moment to cry it all out, if that'll help (Idk If I want to cry tbh). Cry is symbolism for venting out. I don't know how to do it, how to vent to someone, to whom. It's just like I'm repressing what I feel every second of my life inside myself. Recently, I'm becoming short tempered, not towards anyone else but I just need to fucking hit something, sometimes It's just things in front of me, sometimes It's just me. I have bitten myself. Man, I abuse every fucking one around me in my heart. I feel ashamed to say, even my mom. I hate everyone. But I love them at the same time. I love them more than myself. Especially my mom. I know without her, I wouldn't be anywere. But It just a momentarily lose of control where my true self slips and I just lose the face I have maintained in front of everyone. Tf should I do. It's all so fucking tiresome.
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anon 07/25/2021 (Sun) 19:59:32 1058 Reply
>>1057 Man, I feel like crying but I can't cry. Like, I feel so fucking bad, that I want to cry but nothing happens and I can't get my feelings out to anyone. Why does it happen? Idk man, it's just random asf that I start feeling like this. Maybe, social alienation has taken a toll on me. I don't talk to anyone, like anyone contains even my family. I'm that disconnected.
anon 07/27/2021 (Tue) 18:36:14 1059 Reply
>>1058 I can't even cry now even if I try I'm numb. If only I had a gun smh
anon 07/30/2021 (Fri) 04:05:07 1060 Reply
>>1051 unironically, chanting mantras as much as i can helps me to take my mind off of things like this. i forget to do it after a while but brush it off and get back on it again.
anon 07/30/2021 (Fri) 05:10:27 1061 Reply
>>1049 >pain in my chest vax to nhi le li bhangi tune
anon 08/02/2021 (Mon) 03:09:44 1062 Reply
>>1049 Cry niggga
indian masculinity anon 05/17/2021 (Mon) 17:12:07 860
alright lads, i've been encouraged to post this here despite personally thinking it's a bad idea. i'm an NRIgger born and raised in the west. over the past few months i've been on and off hooking up with an indian girl who only came to the US recently. a few days ago we were talking and we somehow got to the topic of dating and marriage and she said that she could never see herself marrying an indian man from her state/caste like her family wants her to. i asked why and she basically started telling me that it's not just her state, but indian men in general she can't stand dating. we talked about indian girls too but i don't care about women and i'm interested in hearing what you, as mostly indian men still living in india, think about criticisms against indian men. i should add that she's not the first girl to tell me these things about indian men, but she is the first indian girl to talk to me in detail on why she doesn't like indian men. the critiques i've heard from women on why they don't like indian men are >very emotionally fragile >always want to hook up but judge girls for not being virgins >also literally, always want to hook up all the time. seemingly no control over sexual urges. >will judge girls for smoking, drinking, doing drugs despite doing all of those things to try and impress the very same girl >materialistic, will buy specific brands and expensive things for the sake of spending money >get angry, hostile if you reject them >petty and prone to gossip >never use deodorant (pretty much every says this about indians though) >unable to flirt >unable to text/chat/call. i've heard it described as indian guys will always pester girls if they don't respond to a text/chat within like 5 mins. >no interest in maintaining looks/fitness/general health >don't care for loyalty and building relationships, seem to use parents arranging a marriage for them as a fallback if things ever go wrong >super into their family's caste/historical status and the type of employment their family members have. will judge a girl if her mom or cousin or pet isn't of a certain caste or has a "bad" job. essentially, indian men are not seen as masculine. so what do you think? are these girls being fair or have they had the misfortune of dating a string of shitty indians? and again, these points are describing both indian men in the west and indian men in india. the stereotypes and characteristics of the two are surprisingly not really different at all.
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anon 05/18/2021 (Tue) 20:07:53 871 Reply
>>866 >Indian women also do most of these. yeah there was a good deal of overlap when we discussed indian women, i might as well list those things >huge ego, extremely narcissistic >use their men as wallets and their men's careers as status symbols >pathological liars to an extreme >use their kids as status symbols. >only pay attention/care for the kids so that the kids can make mom look good. have no interest in their kids' mental or physical development. >always hate whatever country they live in despite having the choice to move anywhere else then for indian girls raised in india >really, really care about caste and the type of family the guy comes from >huge attitude >literally incapable of having fun for the born/raised NRI girls >always comparing themselves to white girls >think they're better than all other indians >no desire to work or have a family
anon 05/19/2021 (Wed) 07:04:22 873 Reply
>>860 tldr; lack of: experience financial security to regularly engage in the game feminine attitude bad health
anon 07/18/2021 (Sun) 16:54:18 1043 Reply
>>860 bumpu bumpu
anon 07/18/2021 (Sun) 17:03:06 1044 Reply
>>866 > Also for some reason the shittiest of shitty Indians seem to end up abroad, every foreigner complains about shit Indians do that I rarely see people doing This is somewhat true. So there are many Resturanters, undereducated Indians who went abroad after emergency, tamil insurgency, Punjab riots etc. Most of them left because their village/city peopüle hated them for being asswipes. They come to their host country and do the same shit here while running a resturant or doing menial jobs. Since locals interact with them, they usually hurt the image of Indians the most. Additionally they also run Mafia's. Like Kenya, Canada,Italy etc. The reverse is also true, the worst of Cumskins settle in India.
anon 07/18/2021 (Sun) 17:04:47 1045 Reply
>>860 How is your girl anon ? I find Indian women (NRI or Indian) to be insufferable. I cannot get along with them at all. Indian ones are usually narcissts. NRI's have low self esteen due to Foreign born confused desi syndrome and cope with really destructive behaviour.
anon 07/03/2021 (Sat) 02:10:36 1001
- bodily issues go away easily with medicines and discipline - mental issues go away easily by looking after the elderly. thought you guys might appreciate it.
anon 07/04/2021 (Sun) 08:46:13 1002 Reply
>>1001 >caring about boomers cures depression fuck off
anon 07/04/2021 (Sun) 08:49:30 1003 Reply
>>1001 >mental issues go away easily by looking after the elderly. cant get more retarded than this. great job.
anon 07/05/2021 (Mon) 03:52:26 1004 Reply
>>1001 Mental issues go away when you stop thinking about it. Also, >twatter screenshot
anon 07/05/2021 (Mon) 09:00:50 1005 Reply
>>1001 If its mild then taking care of your body should be enough Otherwise doctors exists for prescribing meds
anon 07/14/2021 (Wed) 10:44:44 1035 Reply
>>1005 >Taking depression meds On nonno no
anon 05/14/2021 (Fri) 19:39:43 851
how r fellow anons holding up ?
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anon 06/12/2021 (Sat) 20:43:12 948 Reply
>>932 Charles Bukowski - Women Zoran Drvenkar - You Pierre Lemaitre - Alex Haruki Murakami - After Dark Sylvia Plath - The Belly Jar Charles Baudelaire - The Flowers of Evil
anon 06/13/2021 (Sun) 04:31:01 951 Reply
>>851 Trying to toy around with suicidal people. Convinced 4 to do it already. Having a lot of fun lol.
anon 06/13/2021 (Sun) 04:42:28 952 Reply
>>951 Based, especially target women so that we can achieve gender equality in the suicide rate. If we truly believe in feminism, we should be encouraging more female representation in such vital areas. Also, ask them if they'll fuck you first before they jump.
anon 06/13/2021 (Sun) 22:03:57 960 Reply
>>858 Ditto t.25yrs old neet
anon 07/11/2021 (Sun) 18:34:12 1025 Reply
>>933 I've been meaning to read the dune. I have a txt file of quotes that I read from time to time, when I get depressed, etc, and it has a lot of few dune quotes and they really stuck a chord with me.
i hate porn, bros anon 07/10/2021 (Sat) 17:54:59 1018
Not bc it's unreal but bc I crave a person after watching it. It reminds me of how alone I am, despite being an avg looking guy. last night this happened: > feel horny > open hub > category = romantic (as it is closer to realistic and intimacy) > breakdown bc no waifu > no tears bc that's how men cry > sleep to get further away from reality as night is evil and wake up next day as if nothing happened previous night, no feels. my lifestyle, views and the way I talk make people think of me as a Chad somehow.
anon 07/10/2021 (Sat) 23:29:53 1019 Reply
>>1018 do you day dream about having intimacy ? >my lifestyle, views and the way I talk make people think of me as a Chad somehow. you can be a chad if you work on yourself
anon 07/11/2021 (Sun) 05:25:53 1021 Reply
>>1018 yeh manly nahin hai yaar
anon 07/11/2021 (Sun) 05:27:40 1022 Reply
>>1018 let's be friends
anon 07/11/2021 (Sun) 11:08:57 1023 Reply
>>1022 cuz same? >>1021 kyu aur phir tere hisab se kya manly hai >>1019 > do you day dream about having intimacy? sometimes, but I keep myself busy usually. I'm a college student so I'm not idle anyway. It's usually the night time that hits tho.
anon 07/11/2021 (Sun) 11:11:06 1024 Reply
>>1019 > you can be a chad if you work on yourself the only thing I'm lacking is social skills i can't socialize w normies in order to vibe w someone, same humor is needed. and I can't fake my personality but that's the only I can survive most girls around me are normies that's the problem.
anon 05/18/2021 (Tue) 13:09:57 867
When was the high point of your life? For me it was back in college, when I was in school I studied in a college of rich kids and prodigies so I was bottom tier there in hierarchy but both in studies as well as social standing(Well kinda average in studies, getting somewhere in 70s and 80s consistently but its nothing worth bragging about in a school that has students who scores top 100 in national entance exams). Barring my distant cousin I have no contact with anyone from the school I studied for 14 years and none of them ever really considered me a friend except maybe one guy who suddenly called me back. But as soon as I changed to a tier 3 enginigger college, things changed drastically. I IQ mogged tf out of everyone in my class being one of the top performer there and I had people eager to befriend me and people started to ship me with random girls in the class and I could have gotten a gf if I had lowered my standards and dated one of the chamarinas there. Also everyone was comparatively as rich as I was. Now that I am out of college for years, I think my life is back on track to where I was in school years. Just another random guy who don't stand out in my work place.
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anon 05/18/2021 (Tue) 14:25:31 869 Reply
>>867 What school?
anon 05/18/2021 (Tue) 19:44:13 870 Reply
>>867 i think the most optimistic times of my life were the last two years of high school and the last two years of college. i was succeeding in the things i wanted to succeed in, and i had high hopes for the future. things aren't bad now, but the drive and energy i had then really isn't there. it's like i keep hitting speedbumps. i never realized how good those times were until they were over unfortunately.
anon 05/19/2021 (Wed) 05:08:30 872 Reply
>>867 My entire life has been a plateau since I turned 3 but that will not stop me. I am destined to do great things and my good time will begin soon
anon 05/19/2021 (Wed) 15:09:37 874 Reply
>>872 ... said he, just before spending 60 mediocre years doing absolutely nothing useful and then dying. I am talking about myself.
anon 07/05/2021 (Mon) 17:37:14 1009 Reply
>>867 >When was the high point of your life? Class 5th
MALADAPTIVE DAYDREAMING anon 05/08/2021 (Sat) 05:08:01 836
Maladaptive Daydreaming aka MD, is a psychiatric condition causing a person to have prolonged & intense daydreams, be it intentional or unintentional, leading to negligence towards day-to-day tasks/responsibilities & distraction from real life. A person having this condition may experience trouble in concentrating on task at hand or have reduced attention span, difficulty in completing everyday activities, difficulty in sleeping, have an uncontrollable urge to daydream constantly- to name a few symptoms. Until now experts haven’t been able to pin-point the exact reason for such a behavior but a person having this condition might possibly also have depression, social anxiety & attention deficiency. Maladaptive Daydreaming is therefore used as a coping mechanism. It was identified by Prof. Eliezer Somer of the University of Haifa in Israel. For more information on the subject refer to the links mentioned below- MD in a nutshell https://www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/maladaptive-daydreaming https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VxVOuCg-NG0&t=10s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VkHErnASuvA Somer’s YT Channel for detailed information on MD https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IFnsjqBXLeA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9ZXH1c87AU *Please note that MD is not officially recognized as a mental disorder, it is merely a psychiatric condition upon which research is being done. There is no proper diagnosis of this condition as well so refrain from jumping to any stupid conclusions. ITT Anons who have such tendencies may share their experiences or just discuss MD in general.
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anon 05/12/2021 (Wed) 01:52:33 846 Reply
>>841 i think i'm starting to see what you're saying now. i have pretty vivid and imaginative daydreams, but they don't interfere with my life in any way. i'm able to pull away from them easily when there is work to do and i don't get emotionally tangled up in whatever i'm daydreaming about either. plus it's not an escape for me either, instead it's like my own book or movie that i get to control. i've told myself i'm going to write my daydreams down into an actual novel for years now but i never do it. fear of the story being shit i guess.
OP anon 06/17/2021 (Thu) 18:53:06 977 Reply
>>836 this habit of mine is getting out of hand, for real! i cant think straight at all. i have no control over my brain , i just go from one thing to the next without thinking at all. feeding this stupid shit in my head but to no avail. nothing makes me feel normal, its a constant loop of overthinking & somehow the day ends. wtf is going on , i dont know!! unable to retain anything at all, forgetting has almost become a habit. back in the days i had good, sharp memory-was able to read/watch stuff & remember it with easy. i have become dumb overall & i legit talk like a mental person.
anon 06/22/2021 (Tue) 17:49:50 980 Reply
>>977 Age kya hai bhaiya tumhari?
anon 06/24/2021 (Thu) 13:26:45 982 Reply
>>980 22yrs
anon 06/26/2021 (Sat) 16:33:17 986 Reply
Pushing depressed losers to suicide anon 05/20/2021 (Thu) 12:08:52 875
I didn't know it was THAT easy to get people to kill themselves. Literally sending anonymous "kill yourself" messages to depressed people was enough. I managed to kill 3 people. Lmao. Ghar bethe bethe serial killer ban gaya hoon.
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anon 05/24/2021 (Mon) 04:43:10 905 Reply
>>898 >A random nobody on the internet told me to kys. How traumatic. I sHoUlD jUSt DiE.
anon 05/25/2021 (Tue) 18:31:30 909 Reply
>>875 send the livestream videos anon. bahut din se suicide nahin dekha
anon 05/26/2021 (Wed) 06:14:02 910 Reply
>>909 I'll try to get someone to livestream and I'll send.
anon 06/04/2021 (Fri) 03:36:29 920 Reply
>>905 >>905 holy shiet no wonder youre neet loner in your 30s lmao
anon 06/12/2021 (Sat) 09:02:47 943 Reply
>>875 Death count up to 4 now.
anon 05/20/2021 (Thu) 18:53:34 883
How to NOT be afraid of death? I don't believe in reincarnation cope btw.
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anon 05/22/2021 (Sat) 23:53:09 900 Reply
>>886 the 80% don't live where there's something that reminds them of death. other than soldier kinds, i genuinely doubt anyone has that capability of not fearing death.
anon 05/23/2021 (Sun) 00:03:03 901 Reply
>>892 Why not?
anon 05/23/2021 (Sun) 06:15:43 902 Reply
>>901 No need/reason to believe there is a god. Also, dharma, hell and heaven stem from the same belief.
anon 05/24/2021 (Mon) 04:04:29 903 Reply
>>900 Most people don't want to die, doesn't mean they are afraid of death. Given the opportunity they are ready to die if it is necessary. That's why nearly 1/5 people attempt suicide, and people gladly joined armies during the world wars. By the time you turn 40 you are aware that your years are numbered and you are accepting of death.
anon 06/08/2021 (Tue) 14:33:35 930 Reply
>>892 Then you have no other options than escaping that retarded worldview. Finding meaning in a supposedly chaotic and retarded universe without the Dharma/Logos is like finding a needle in a haystack. Your fear of dying would be completely unjustified in your worldview, but in my view, it's a sign of your inner denial of it as it's man's telos(final cause) to strive toward Being(Goodness/Dharma is derivatory from Being or Existence in my view and God/Brahma/Logos/Monad whatever you call it is Ultimate Being) and to avoid Non-Being(Death, Evil, etc.) Look into Aristotelian/Thomist philosophy(Ed Feser's books are excellent)
anon 04/11/2021 (Sun) 13:43:33 40
This doesnt show up in switch board
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anon 241d03 04/11/2021 (Sun) 14:07:21 74
>>65
I'm >>#43
I would like to apologize, I made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. I’m simply here to apologise.

What we came across in the woods that day was obviously unplanned. The reactions you saw on tape were raw; they were unfiltered. None of us knew how to react or how to feel. I should have never posted the video. I should have put the cameras down and stopped recording what we were going through.

There's a lot of things I should have done differently but I didn't. And for that, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I want to apologise to the internet. I want to apologise to anyone who has seen the video. I want to apologise to anyone who has been affected or touched by mental illness, or depression, or suicide. But most importantly I want to apologise to the victim and his family.

For my fans who are defending my actions, please don't. I don’t deserve to be defended. My goal with my content is always to entertain; to push the boundaries, to be all-inclusive. In the world live in, I share almost everything I do. The intent is never to be heartless, cruel, or malicious. Like I said I made a huge mistake. I don’t expect to be forgiven, I’m just here to apologise. I'm ashamed of myself. I’m disappointed in myself. And I promise to be better. I will be better. Thank you.
anon 7b9273 04/11/2021 (Sun) 14:57:14 116
>>74
Maa chuda
anon 91df76 04/11/2021 (Sun) 14:58:39 120
>>116
Can we atleast get the originality system?
>>69 I wanna see the post
anon 06/01/2021 (Tue) 16:23:28 915 Reply
>>67 Well...
anon 06/04/2021 (Fri) 03:34:57 919 Reply
>>67 loli fapper sama~~~ make chamaretard remove my ban plox
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