Uhh, Idk how to even put forward my feelings, man. I want to cry every moment of my life, I feel uneasiness, something like a light pain around my chest. Sometimes, I actually just have to hold my fucking chest to make it stop. I think that'd be the best moment to cry it all out, if that'll help (Idk If I want to cry tbh). Cry is symbolism for venting out. I don't know how to do it, how to vent to someone, to whom. It's just like I'm repressing what I feel every second of my life inside myself. Recently, I'm becoming short tempered, not towards anyone else but I just need to fucking hit something, sometimes It's just things in front of me, sometimes It's just me. I have bitten myself. Man, I abuse every fucking one around me in my heart. I feel ashamed to say, even my mom. I hate everyone. But I love them at the same time. I love them more than myself. Especially my mom. I know without her, I wouldn't be anywere. But It just a momentarily lose of control where my true self slips and I just lose the face I have maintained in front of everyone. Tf should I do. It's all so fucking tiresome.
>>1050 Nofap. Yeah. Working out. Nah. I'm a autistic 5'7" retard with no hope for anything physical (y'know what I mean). I just need stability.
>>1051 join a gym bro. i am 5'4 and i used to think like you but then i started working out and today im jacked and happy all the time
A thread to go through day , whether you are working or a neet , write whatever you feel like. Vent, complain , act like a retard & enjoy if you can. I am currently at work trying to act like I am occupied with something just so I don't get assisgned any actual work.
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>>1034 What do you study ? Still in school ? Anyways how do you spend your daytime when not studying , study-tard anon
>>1028 Why tf are Mondays so annoying , I cant concentrate on my work at all , I hate the fucking idea of working ( it is necessary ik but God I am a piece of shit) . I wish I was never born
>>1028 Worked non stop for last 2 years without vacations. 6-7 days on almost every week. Turned from confident outgoing guy into a shut in NEET hikkikomori.
>>1046 >I hate the fucking idea of working. Anon I.. I can help you Here is something I wrote for a retard dumbfuck zoomer on /b/: Start your reading with 'In the praise of idleness' by Bertrand rusell, 'Bull shit Jobs' by David Graeber. "The Right to be lazy" by Paul Lafaurgue and 'Abolition of Work' by Bob Black. Happy, reading fren.
alright lads, i've been encouraged to post this here despite personally thinking it's a bad idea. i'm an NRIgger born and raised in the west. over the past few months i've been on and off hooking up with an indian girl who only came to the US recently. a few days ago we were talking and we somehow got to the topic of dating and marriage and she said that she could never see herself marrying an indian man from her state/caste like her family wants her to. i asked why and she basically started telling me that it's not just her state, but indian men in general she can't stand dating. we talked about indian girls too but i don't care about women and i'm interested in hearing what you, as mostly indian men still living in india, think about criticisms against indian men. i should add that she's not the first girl to tell me these things about indian men, but she is the first indian girl to talk to me in detail on why she doesn't like indian men. the critiques i've heard from women on why they don't like indian men are >very emotionally fragile >always want to hook up but judge girls for not being virgins >also literally, always want to hook up all the time. seemingly no control over sexual urges. >will judge girls for smoking, drinking, doing drugs despite doing all of those things to try and impress the very same girl >materialistic, will buy specific brands and expensive things for the sake of spending money >get angry, hostile if you reject them >petty and prone to gossip >never use deodorant (pretty much every says this about indians though) >unable to flirt >unable to text/chat/call. i've heard it described as indian guys will always pester girls if they don't respond to a text/chat within like 5 mins. >no interest in maintaining looks/fitness/general health >don't care for loyalty and building relationships, seem to use parents arranging a marriage for them as a fallback if things ever go wrong >super into their family's caste/historical status and the type of employment their family members have. will judge a girl if her mom or cousin or pet isn't of a certain caste or has a "bad" job. essentially, indian men are not seen as masculine. so what do you think? are these girls being fair or have they had the misfortune of dating a string of shitty indians? and again, these points are describing both indian men in the west and indian men in india. the stereotypes and characteristics of the two are surprisingly not really different at all.
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>>866 >Indian women also do most of these. yeah there was a good deal of overlap when we discussed indian women, i might as well list those things >huge ego, extremely narcissistic >use their men as wallets and their men's careers as status symbols >pathological liars to an extreme >use their kids as status symbols. >only pay attention/care for the kids so that the kids can make mom look good. have no interest in their kids' mental or physical development. >always hate whatever country they live in despite having the choice to move anywhere else then for indian girls raised in india >really, really care about caste and the type of family the guy comes from >huge attitude >literally incapable of having fun for the born/raised NRI girls >always comparing themselves to white girls >think they're better than all other indians >no desire to work or have a family
>>860 tldr; lack of: experience financial security to regularly engage in the game feminine attitude bad health
>>866 > Also for some reason the shittiest of shitty Indians seem to end up abroad, every foreigner complains about shit Indians do that I rarely see people doing This is somewhat true. So there are many Resturanters, undereducated Indians who went abroad after emergency, tamil insurgency, Punjab riots etc. Most of them left because their village/city peopüle hated them for being asswipes. They come to their host country and do the same shit here while running a resturant or doing menial jobs. Since locals interact with them, they usually hurt the image of Indians the most. Additionally they also run Mafia's. Like Kenya, Canada,Italy etc. The reverse is also true, the worst of Cumskins settle in India.
>>860 How is your girl anon ? I find Indian women (NRI or Indian) to be insufferable. I cannot get along with them at all. Indian ones are usually narcissts. NRI's have low self esteen due to Foreign born confused desi syndrome and cope with really destructive behaviour.
Nice gif bro
both /b/ and /pol/ have become unbearably cringe, so i came to /man/ and read the old threads to feel good. What do you anons do to feel good? >inb4 lifting >inb4 read books
- bodily issues go away easily with medicines and discipline - mental issues go away easily by looking after the elderly. thought you guys might appreciate it.
>>1001 >mental issues go away easily by looking after the elderly. cant get more retarded than this. great job.
>>1001 If its mild then taking care of your body should be enough Otherwise doctors exists for prescribing meds
What qualities make a man? How does a boy mature and grow into a man? I feel like in the west the idea of manliness and growing into a man has been reduced and shunned. It is better for male adults to simply be large boys but they are pathetic creatures. They are incapable of independence or self-reliance and they are physically weak. They seek constant pleasure and material possessions or entertainment stimuli too. Gen X and millennials are full of these type of "failed men." From their negative example I would argue that manliness means having physical strength, a variety of useful skills, the mental willpower to pursue an independent path, and the discipline to not be controlled by materialism and hedonism.
>>1026 most important trait of being a man is to strong and independent. You do whatever you like, you have enough financial power to support yourself and your loved ones. You dont base your opinion based only on people's remarks. You are strong enough to confront and deny what you do not like or do not want. This last bit is the toughest. Most teens today are even afraid of eye contact on the streets.
how r fellow anons holding up ?
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>>932 Charles Bukowski - Women Zoran Drvenkar - You Pierre Lemaitre - Alex Haruki Murakami - After Dark Sylvia Plath - The Belly Jar Charles Baudelaire - The Flowers of Evil
>>851 Trying to toy around with suicidal people. Convinced 4 to do it already. Having a lot of fun lol.
>>951 Based, especially target women so that we can achieve gender equality in the suicide rate. If we truly believe in feminism, we should be encouraging more female representation in such vital areas. Also, ask them if they'll fuck you first before they jump.
>>933 I've been meaning to read the dune. I have a txt file of quotes that I read from time to time, when I get depressed, etc, and it has a lot of few dune quotes and they really stuck a chord with me.
Not bc it's unreal but bc I crave a person after watching it. It reminds me of how alone I am, despite being an avg looking guy. last night this happened: > feel horny > open hub > category = romantic (as it is closer to realistic and intimacy) > breakdown bc no waifu > no tears bc that's how men cry > sleep to get further away from reality as night is evil and wake up next day as if nothing happened previous night, no feels. my lifestyle, views and the way I talk make people think of me as a Chad somehow.
>>1018 do you day dream about having intimacy ? >my lifestyle, views and the way I talk make people think of me as a Chad somehow. you can be a chad if you work on yourself
>>1019 > you can be a chad if you work on yourself the only thing I'm lacking is social skills i can't socialize w normies in order to vibe w someone, same humor is needed. and I can't fake my personality but that's the only I can survive most girls around me are normies that's the problem.
What is steel compared to the hand that wields it?